So basically I intend to keep a daily blog of my journey to loosing weight. I intend to loose over 100pounds. Biggest hurdle is M.O.T.I.V.A.T.I.O.N. Yes, motivation to get up and go work out is so hard. Most especially when you are jobless and no income coming. I earn a little bit of money designing websites but nothing substantial or consistent. Before I tell you what my motivation will be, I have to tell you a little bit of the rejections I have been getting from the ladies. I met a lady online who was very fat, I mean she was 5foot 11inches and weighed over 300pounds. I didnt know she was this big because she only had head shots on her profile and told me she was thick. Well there is a big difference between thick and fat. I mean Serena Williams is thick, Janet Jackson is thick, hell even Kriste Alley was thick when she thought she was fat.but Gabourey Sidibe (girl who played precious in the Oprah movie "PRECIOUS") is obesse. So this lady had the nerve to tell me that I was too fat and that I should loose weight before I can talk to her. I couldnt believe it. Then I had another lady online who stopped talking to me after we met face to face. Now she wasnt obesse, but she had some love handles and belly fat herself that she needed to take care of. She told me that I was too much of a teddy bear for her. So people my motivation are this two women. I know it sounds childish or even stupid but I intend to loose weight and post my new look on their facebook walls. Yes they are still facebook friends of mine. I gotta be honest I contemplated deleting them off my facebook friends list but after a while, I said I would get my revenge on them. So that is my motivation.